that Sunday night before school starts up again and you just do this...

reading

lately, I have been reading a lot of books, and it's consuming my life.
except for when I have soccer.
It's weird, but I've read all of Nicholas Spark's novels...
and now I'm working on reading all of Sarah Dessen's.
I've read about 4 or 5 of her books, and I'm on one right now!
Yay

Don't you think it was hard?

These past few days have just been emotional for me.
I do not know why though.
I honestly hate that feeling you get when you finally see someone,
and have so much to say, and you're ready to say it,
but oh no.
someone has to ruin everything for you.
maybe you were going to apologize, to say sorry.
maybe you were going to say that you miss that person.
maybe you were going to say that you hate that person.
maybe you were going to say that you think about that person often.
but someone just has to come and ruin it.
you walk up ready to spill everything,
but stop in your tracks.
wanting turn around, ready to cry, but you have to keep going forward.
but not in their direction.
and all you can think about at night is how you wish you would've said something.
but you didn't.
because you couldn't.
so you're left with the dilemma...
should I just call them and say it, or just forget everything and move on?
the feeling that you made eye contact, and they saw you about to burst into tears,
haunts me.

stuuff I love.

always having your nails painted

London

when you know your best friend's phone number by heart

writing on a foggy window

eating Nutella
the summer
being shorter than half the people you know
soccer
Thomas Muller
San Diego

laying in bed
the smell of a new book
wearing glasses
curly hair
Polaroid cameras
Reading the Notebook
Obsessing over Nicholas Sparks
spending a day with your parents
freshly baked cookies
listening to your favorite song
having the old nano Ipods
messy braids
floral bedding
black sandals
stone rings
crying every time you watch the last song
The Hunger Games
going to midnight premieres
The Big Bang Theory
having the best friends in the world

Big Bang Theory.

If you don't watch this show, I feel bad for you...

it's amazing.

I love Sheldon...

Raj...

Leonard...

Penny...

and oh yeah,

Howard.

Monday.

This day usually starts off bad..

you wake up, and it hits you.

School.

Better get ready.

But they always end great.

Want to know why?

I don't have soccer so I can go home, relax.

Read a book, or at least part.

Eat junk food, watch a CSI or NCIS marathon and sleep.

That's my perfect day.

2012.

This year has already brought me a ton of stuff.

and taught me so much about myself.

and about people are.

"January taught me how beautiful life can be..

and how amazing people are.

and how when someone great comes into your life, that you shouldn't leave them.

February taught me that people can just leave your life.

Without notice, they can just go.

Without a reason.
Just because of a passing..

March taught me that it's okay to hold onto the past, but never look back.

Even if people are messing with your head.

April is teaching me how to forget."

books.

Currently I have been very obsessed with books.

I guess all my life too.

But in the past months...

I've finished the Hunger Games series.

And I'm planning on reading it again.

I've read "The Last Song" for about the fifth time.

I've read a book twice called "Crash, Test, Love".

I've read the Percy Jackson series about three times.

Even the series closely related to it.

But it only has one book..as of now.

I've read the Messenger, and The Giver twice.

I've read the Harry Potter Series.

I've read "The Notebook" about a thousand times.

I can't think of anymore but I have a ton of books shoved in my closet..

Though...

I'm currently reading "The Lucky One".

And I love it to death.

I also want to read Dear John and A Walk To Remember..

Ahh, so much man.

People who don't read scare me, I mean...what do they do in their spare time?

On Friday nights I read a book, and try to see if a movie was made out of it.

If it is, I buy it or rent it, and watch it.

Just so I can compare the two...

Whenever someone says "Hey! Wanna go somewhere?"

I always suggest the Library.

Without books, I don't know what I'd do...

Or what I'd do without this guy..

.

Nicholas Sparks, and his books...

oh lord.

obsession over here.